Never Like This lyrics by Lucky Boys Confusion

I've been tired before, but never like this
What's happened to me, what's happened to me
Are you talking to me, cause talking is cheap
Can you imagine to feel like you'll die young
I've been changing my mood, I'd thought I'd be cool
Inviting me in, as it starts to begin
Or has it already started, did it start when we parted

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Is it always difficult, the second time around